The piece I wanted to bring to the table for my final essay is an article by Kimberly Helminski Keller titled “My Life As A White Hispanic: Prejudice Comes from All Sides.” This article was posted in August of 2013 on the website Roadkill Goldfish, which is a website where writers publish current events and informational articles that is managed by Keller herself.
Keller is of Polish and Puerto Rican descent, and identifies as a Latina. Her father’s side of the family had been in Buffalo, New York, for generations. Her mother’s side of the family came to America to escape Puerto Rican poverty. The two of them met in New Jersey and fell in love.
This piece delves into the struggles she goes through in her upbringing of feeling caught between two worlds: being Polish and European, and being Puerto Rican and Latina. She talks about what it’s like trying to maintain strong roots with her seemingly different cultures, growing up and being too light for her Hispanic family members and too dark or Hispanic for her Polish family members. She also talks about the beauty of the two cultures and how she loves that she can be a part of both of them and see them coexist (most times).
One of the segments of her article that I found the most intriguing was when she discussed the time when she was talking to a group of girls in college about having parents of different ethnicities and races, and she mentioned that she was white and Latina. The girls of the group shut her down immediately and told her that because she had a white name and was white passing, that she didn’t belong in the conversation because she obviously wasn’t Puerto Rican enough for them and their standards (which they indicated in the article: you must have dark skin, curly hair, speak Spanish, go to a barrio school, move your hips, be discriminated against).
I fell in love with this article right away because I also identify as Polish and Hispanic (my grandfather came here from Poland and my grandmother came here from Spain). To hear Keller talk about being white and Hispanic and the internal conflicts that come with feeling “too white” or “not Hispanic enough” or that you’re constantly trying to prove yourself to people was reassuring. I’ve barely read articles or met people who were white passing (or just white) who also identified as Hispanic or Latinx, so this was new and exciting for me to find in my search for materials for this essay.
I want to focus my piece around Hispanic and Latinx identities, their complexities, the struggles that come from trying to identify (or refrain from identifying) in such a broad and diverse community, and how peoples’ Hispanic or Latinx identities have shaped their upbringing and the way they look at themselves and the world. I think this piece and various others that I chose help to highlight the many struggles people of Hispanic or Latinx origins go through and how each and every instance and anecdote is so different from the next, because of how diverse Hispanics and Latinx people are!
I think the other members of this class would find this piece interesting probably for the same reasons I did. It’s a fascinating article about a woman who is multi-cultural and identifies as Polish and Latina, a combination of identities that is rarely shown in the media. I hope that you guys enjoy the piece and get something out of it… and hopefully, understand where Keller is coming from and comprehend why this is still an issue today.